So maybe now it's time, and maybe when I wake; They'll be there calling me "Baby"...Maybe.
This song is about a little girl who doesn't feel like the orphanage is where she belongs. She pictures herself in a house all hidden by a hill with a mom that plays the piano and a dad that plays the bills.
Annie was dreaming of what life would be like if she wasn’t right where she was. Have you ever been in a place in life where you didn't feel you belong? Maybe it was a place of pain or a place of hardship or a place you just didn’t plan on ending up. Maybe it was a job that you didn’t get, or that part in the musical that had to have been written just for you…but then you saw the cast list. Life is full of disappointments, but the good news is…that disappointment can actually be part of God’s plan in moving you to the next step of His best for your life and future. (Jeremiah 29:11)
What we don’t see is what God sees. He loves us so much and as our "Daddy", He wants the very best for us. (Romans 8:15) He holds us in the palm of His hand and even though it wouldn’t seem that the orphanage was the best place for Annie at that time in her life… it was. It was also good for the orphans around her that she was there. She was a natural nurturer. Who would comfort Molly if she hadn’t been there? Maybe it’s more about how God can use us right where we are, while we are dreaming of belonging somewhere else. Maybe it's more about how He's stretching our faith. Maybe it's more about His will, than ours. Maybe He allows you to go through the orphanage, so you'll come running into His arms, right where you've belonged all along.
Maybe…
And [Jesus] withdrew from them about a stone’s throw, and knelt down and prayed, saying, "Father, if you are willing, remove this cup from me. Nevertheless, not my will, but yours, be done." And there appeared to him an angel from heaven, strengthening him. Luke 22:41-43
Added later: Here is something that might put our disappointments into perspective: http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/mcraekate
Please hold this family up in your prayers.